It’s actually kinda freeing when you just don’t care anymore. I guess the best way to put it… I will never give up hope. However, I will not allow myself to get my hopes up.
It’s no lie and I will not hide we are not the perfect family. As a parent I made my share of mistakes and I will admit that. I could have and should have done some things differently. I have made decisions out of fear. I have made decisions out of guilt. However, I have never made decisions that would deliberately hurt someone. Some of the things that I have been accused of doing are so hurtful and wrong. If one would stop and think… look at the facts. That being said. Moving forward, I won’t put myself in a position where I can be fooled again. Even by those that are suppose to love you the most. This is not my home. That is what keeps me going. One day the truth will come out. All those that have lied, taken advantage it will… I will be more careful with my heart.
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